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Words mean a lot to you, but there is nothing I can say

I woke up this morning,
With so much to say,
But none of it could come out,
Along the roads way,
I know now it’s because,
I had some meditating to do,
On why I woke up this morning,
With so much to say to you,

I woke up this morning,
With something on my mind,
And I will try getting it out,
It’s best that I try,
Been thinking of reality,
And how you feel,
Been thinking of your past,
And what makes this real,
And how unique you are in every sense,
Even though you been through so much since,

I woke up this morning,
With something nice to say,
And thought about,
How you have heard it,
Probably every waking day,
Your past friends,
Past lovers,
Past past to name a few,
All they ever did,
Was try to flatter you,
Sure they knew the truth,
Of how beautiful you are,
Sure they knew too the truth,
Of how amazing are the stars,
But no matter how much,
You try to me convey,
How important is every word I say,
I know the truth too,
And I will put it this way,

So many times,
I know you have heard,
“I love you”
“You are beautiful”
“You are so sexy it’s absurd”
So I think to myself,
In this moment of awareness,
How can you appreciate?
What words would truly in you reciprocate,
But so much as these…
For you already know,
Been told a million times,
Of how beautiful and amazing you are,
You’ve probably even heard other rhymes,
So it’s makes it so difficult,
For me to convey,
That I feel differently,
To how the others used to say,

Again and again,
You heard you were the one,
And how you were everything,
To some fake bum,
Harder it gets so I dwell deeper,
Into my soul to where my being is truer,
To express what you would hear,
And to it truly listen,
Something to TRULY touch your soul,
And maybe explain to you this lesson,

Harder it gets so I dwell deeper,
Into my soul to where my life is truer,
Once again,
It feels futile to explain,
How you make me feel,
And how all I know is your name,
The others are to blame,
For that switch in you that went off,
Every time you told some poor sod off,
You heard it time and time again,
Of how you were loved,
You felt it time and time again,
How you were hurt by lies and black doves,
So how could I ever find the words to explain?
That your ears are soon to be born again…

I know that you used to feel,
Really deep in your soul,
May it have been with mine?
Or another person consoled,
I know you have been hurt,
Ripped apart inside,
Are your own needs,
Wants,
Desires,
That you so hard try to hide,
I know you were broken,
To have picked yourself up again,
A little stronger you grew,
But with each time it happened,
Was a time you felt a little less then,
Maybe you want to find your inner-child,
That inside Candice who is free,
And ever so liberally wild,
I know she is soon to be,
She lays and sleeps,
In a bed of roses,
Somewhere in your soul,
To wait for the right moment,
There she slumbers within you,
White rose in hand,
With a blue ribbon in her hair,
In a long lost broken land,
Deep beyond your comprehensible emotions,
Even further than you souls born notions,
Maybe that’s why I was given this gift,
Of wanting more and wanting to uplift,
For in you God placed my purpose,
To rescue your child from the outer furnace,
So here I stand with not many words to say,
Cause not many words can make you feel that way,
That way that I feel every time you open your eyes,
To look into mine where I have nothing to hide,

Time it took,
For God to create heaven,
And so it’s how it works,
To within you the pains,
One by one be shaven,
Those ghosts from the past,
The memories that last,
So many spoken words,
From untrue hearts,
Conditioned was your mind,
To make you feel safe,
But let me tell you that blanket is fake,
For I know you and who you really are,
And within your soul lies the blanket of security,
Behind steel bars,
Take it out from that cupboard inside,
Put it over you,
So your feelings you will no longer hide,
The security is your self in knowing,
That you are truly happy,
With your everything to be giving,
I lay beside you,
To cuddle in it with you,
And together we can be safe,
And never have to look back,
At those long, dark, lonely days,

Like I said it’s hard to do my best,
When the best you were given,
Just before your heart’s tests,
So now I have nothing to impress,
No flowers,
No words,
No treatment at its best,
Because I have finally figured out,
Why you have been hiding,
And I have finally figured out,
Why it takes a lot more trying,
For you to feel that zest,
It’s because you already know,
That you are beautiful inside,
You already know,
That your sexiness you can’t hide,
You already heard how much you are loved,
And you already heard that you are more than enough,

So here I sit,
Along side my avid soul,
Looking it up and down,
Trying to find the whole,
That may make you see,
You are just like me,
Within us a spirit free,
To just love and be,
For that’s who are we,
You are mine,
I am yours,
But only in each other,
Not by each other,
Will we truly know what it means,
So here with my already open heart,
I give you my most vulnerable part,
A key to my soul just to start,
You may do with me as you please,
You can float inside me,
With that warm loving breeze,
Share my spirit,
And be free with the deep me,
For together we are stronger,
Than any who may agree.