We Rushed
to the sound of broken
water and crashing streams.
A thundering knock
at the door, early morning.
These
are the pools we stepped in.
For too long Ive spent too
much
time puttering on things that just
dont
matter, trying to peddle my
goods.
Time to stop applying a
metric
to my faith good, better, best
Just be.
Its enough.
Really.
Gaming the System
Forget the trees
Outside my door a moment.
I was seeing the bright
colors
Of future worlds by the time
I was ten. In the films I watched, I
met
Cities and skyscrapers.
Batman saved my reading life.
In the video games I played, I
found
The ability to hop into new worlds, and
leap
Over unfamiliar obstacles.
In those days, we had to level
up,
You started back at the home screen if
you
Stopped the game. No
re-spawning.
So, my days were spent trying to
beat
A boss then starting back at
square one,
Over and over.
How many days, wrapped in
blizzards,
Did I spend navigating a digital
character
Through a video snow.
There is Space
where space should be.
This poem is not about
rockets, I assure you.
There is a wondering
absence where there really
is not absence. Am I
an arm, a mind, an interconnected
set
of thoughts and instruments
moving ensemble
what is my motion
my e motion
what is my work
life, work life
the continuation, the
meaning.
I Have Tried
too long to brace verdant
reality,
bunching up worries into an
easy-to-follow guide,
warnings whispered on
websites,
and more time, time
to linger longer in the
quiet,
stillness of the waters that
pass,
decorated with litter.
Now, I linger again in the
stillness of this time,
unsure
of where the world goes from
here. Hopeful. Realistic.
Almost a year ago, I lay
on my back as I do today,
different purposes, new
reasons,
lack of reason.
I thought of what would
be ahead, framing moments
of trust
in unseen figures. A constant
hope.
Weeks earlier, I accepted
a new path that would
come to reality.
I try to know myself,
thinking, reading, believing
in bright promises ahead.
I sought connecting
as I wait for warmer
weather.
Others See Me As
warrior
mentor
soul friend
collaborative writer
Appalachian scholar
supportive
attentive leader
one with kind eyes
dependable
covenant partner
educator
sincere
one who invited
healing.
I am only one person
making a way
in the world,
mindful of footprints,
seeking
true words and actions.
New Pathway
beginning of a forest,
dogs trotting ahead in the
path,
fresh air adjusting leaves
like ornaments around me,
warmth of summer
years ago, remembered again
point of a branch, and I know
Ill return here soon
again and again, and never
leave
as I once did.
Preserving the silent world.
There is
a space where
space should be,
there is a wondering
absence where they really
is no absence. A hollow
that is filled but still
echoes.
Am I an arm,
a mind, an interconnected set
of thoughts and instruments
for making syllables and
other
sounds.
What is my motion
my emotion
what is my work
life, work-life,
where are those boundaries
now?
the continuation, the
meaning,
as days stack up.
I want to be a better
teacher, a voice thats
honest
a clear teacher of teachers.