Digging
We archaeologists are in the field,
roping off, digging, uncovering
shards of pottery and glass,
washing, wiping them clean.
Today, we find a ten year old
Coke bottle, the tip of an Arapaho arrow.
Yesterday, it was a wine glass, circa 1970,
and a fossilized crustacean
from when this was the seabed.
Up top, we're all living in the day
but just below the surface,
earth can't keep its modern from its ancient,
its everyday throwaway
from its rare and valuable.
A kid drank soda,
an Indian fought against the inevitable,
someone sipped champagne at sunset,
the roiling sea carved out the earth.
And all on our time-table.
A Father Explains To His Children That He’s Leaving Their Mother
The room was silent,
smelt like the hours after a fire.
He felt sick to his stomach.
The kids’ faces were blankly pale.
No one moved.
They needed to digest the words,
knead them into sense.
The children looked
back into the past,
forward to the future,
before settling on the present situation.
He gave them time
to arrive at where he already was.
Finally questions began to emerge.
They probed at imaginary situations.
He appreciated that.
This way his answers could be imaginary also.
My Ocean Nights
First, some tumbling and tossing
like a swimmer in breakers,
then consciousness fading bit by bit,
becoming more driftwood, mollusk shell,
dissolving but not drowning in the deep,
then bobbing up as dreams,
a yacht, a schooner,
sometimes a row boat with a hundred oars,
steering this way and that,
picking up passengers,
dropping them off silently,
or sometimes with a loud splash,
while all the while lying under one thin sheet,
staying dry, firmly on land,
where I celebrate my finest drenching,
where the rolling oceans buttress me.
Vinyl
On a rainy November afternoon venture
into the music flea-market, he sidesteps
two dozen tables overloaded with cheap CD’s,
looking out for precious vinyl – real music he insists
on calling it - and there’s a crate that calls out to him
like a drowning child, so many albums
as well-worn but comfortably fitting in their sleeves,
as his blue jeans and ancient reefer jacket,
all with cover art that holds nothing back
and label logos as familiar as his right hand
and he gets so close he can smell the mastering,
feel the groove in its physical namesakes,
as he ferrets out more and more connections to his past,
loads up on a soundtrack to his next late night home alone.
Big Brother, Quicksilver Messenger Service, the Grateful Dead,
old loves restless for a brand new needle.
Adults And Kids
Kids are fascinated
by building sites.
We’re drawn to car crashes.
They’re awed by huge machinery
hoisting giant steel girders skyward.
Our eyes can’t look away
from heaps of crunched-up metal.
Their heroes are decked out
in greasy overalls, hard hats.
Ours are dragged out
through shattered windows,
except they’re victims,
not heroes.
Kids don’t notice the sign that reads,
“Ten days without an accident.”
Nor are they old enough
to be disappointed by that.
The Phones We Live With
I hear the phone ringing in the house next door.
No one is home. No answering machine picks up.
It rings on and on and on just like in the old days.
Before cells. Back when you had to be home
or you would miss the call altogether.
The ringing stops eventually.
My neighbors will never know
that someone wished to speak to them.
I’m not sure which way I like better.
To be so wired into everyone I know
that my time is not my own.
Or to be free of ways of getting to me
and maybe missing something I want to hear.
That’s when my phone rings.
Number recognition screams “Telemarketer,”
I don’t answer.
Ignoring the annoying – that’s the third way.
The Odd One Out
A bunch of young women
in the coffee house –
all except one
is either gabbing
into their cell phone
or on a tweeting frenzy.
That odd one out
is writing something
on a notepad.
No way
that it’s just a to-do list.
From where I’m sitting,
it could only be a poem.
Hair long and silky,
eyes dark and thoughtful,
cheeks the pink of the dog-rose,
lips shyly parted…
Maybe it is a to-do list.
But one of us, at least,
is writing a poem.
