Warrant
And remember
sooner might be later but circumstance
has no schedule.
Later might come sooner but only when the time is right.
Timing is everything (A wise friend once said),
for now is the time and
now is everything you need,
like love, work, self-proposed depression,
preparation, friendship, and time.
Yes, time is everything and time too
is happening now,
hence the proof of the thesis:
now is everything.
Tomorrow is later, yesterday is experience to use time wisely.
Hence my
point: Im using this time now to express this feeling inside,
this
feeling of the warrant of friendship with you.
The friendship I have now,
the friendship that is
<<<<<everything>>>>>
to me.
Sweet bra, miss you
Racked
Feeling so torn between worlds,
I just want to suppress all
the closing doors,
Could I have the mind to change whats set?
Its getting harder to believe with every stigma met,
Being is a
moment reflecting whats inside,
My image and my core are soon to
collide,
I can already feel the tide drawing nearer,
To from, away
nearby, hovering inside,
Into reality from experience,
Away from myself
a little sense nearby,
Hovering beyond from what lies inside,
This
analysis of the soul to find my un-soiling tide.
Rising damp, redrawn map
In the orb where the mind is naked,
Feelings changed and
unchanged,
A wound healed torn open,
River running uphill,
Open
minds adventurous soul,
Craving the veteran view,
Braving the unknown
revelation,
Sand covering all thats left behind,
Only footprints
- a trail of the mind,
Looking back, seas wash over,
Feelings wash
over,
This sunken image in my core,
Counting the footsteps to every
door,
More here less there,
Traveled far,
some closer than I could
bare,
others deeper, many dunes to there,
sun guiding the river to each
impression,
filling each memory,
the dried up sessions,
Lacking
damp of fondness,
Furrows dried,
Reflections lied,
Fresh amanzi
fills the gap,
Contemplations redrawn the map,
Traveled far,
Some
closer than I could bare,
Others deeper, many dunes to there.
That passion named Desire
Feelings got my mind webbed,
Looking at me upon my soul
light shed,
Past times got me wishing,
If I had taken that chance,
Your lips Id be kissing,
All this is rather too late now,
All
I can do is admire and bow,
For you are a goddess my feelings convey now,
Although a wide gap between sense and reality does stay,
My mind is you
& this is the day,
Before I knew I was nothing,
Now realizing a
bold passion is suckling,
Your poise your style leave me breathless a
while,
You are perfect, my brother denial,
Every minute without you is
a torrid torture
You presence is healing & your name is Desire.
Adage
Feral leaders fake expressions,
Heavy bombs relate the
weight,
Red myths & blood baths,
Alls uncertain in the eye of
a tiger,
Due settles & crystal streams brighten masks,
Knowing
unknowing is in order to achieve wisdom,
Befriending opinions &
presumptions brings enlightenment,
Enlightenment protracts the true colors
of warriors,
Those who fight through the days pages,
Read into the
deeper insight,
Natural gifts need to be nursed as new beings,
For
after all, life is expensive.
Picture Perfect
Tonight I wrote you a poem,
You arent here so I cant read -
cant tell,
to bed I'm going,
feeling okay wish you were here,
feel
like this is a post card,
you feel that near,
not far is my mind from
where it should be,
far are we from where we could be,
wish you were in
my arms,
wish I could shut up these alarms,
for all I hear are gunshots
and loud screams,
wish I could wipe my hands clean,
got no more words
for now,
except I miss you and if I could be there please tell me how,
for now you'll have to stay in my heart,
wish I could paint you here,
but Im not very good at art.
Needing a friend, A pen.
You know,
its funny you would leave me when I need you most,
like a prophet into the world,
a spirit, my ghost,
you could see in
me, be in me, read me mind,
a friend that defines the true meaning,
all
I do now is think of the other fucks,
staring at the ceiling,
and as my
back faces the stifling hell,
the stars above, just look,
of my lonely
nights they will tell,
of empty stares, deafining blairs,
these
feelings are rare,
in you I found solutitude,
peace in knowing,
theres someone else out there like me, glowing,
for not many see what
we do,
This shit room, empty Jo-burg, a ghost-town,
the only real
citizen it did lose.