My Mind Resonates
like a metronome on meth. It
cannot think
in the same plane twice. I
twist. It turns
sideways like a boormerang in
heat
and lands back on its own
reflection. I pick it up,
fold it into different angles.
My fingers swallow its
whine,
become electric
guns, searching for release.
No pen in sight. No
problem!
Blood flows just as nice.

We Lie
on our backs,
both pretending not to
look at the ceiling.
You waiting for me to acknowledge
you
are awake. Me waiting for
you
to return to sleep.
I
hear you sigh heavily, a sign of my lack
of interest to crawl into your
arms.
You are too covered in memories of
her
for me to even contemplate the
possibility.
Her ghost is permeating the
room,
judging me and coveting you.
We know she has already won.

I Do Not Feel
anything
anymore.
I
turn the emotional world off
like a switch.
Swish. Wish. Boo.
It all dissolves into the space
in my brain, boringly labeled
pain.
There is no need for any other
brand.
All their names sound the same
in the Hell of my heart. I
turn
its temperature to cold
and embrace the silence that
comes
as quickly as the hardening
of its beats.