How could
youve been abandoned? I knelt toward the small, grey-striped kitten
huddled against the long glass panes fronting Niagara Falls State Parks
Visitor Center. The temperature was already dropping as the sky was
transforming from pale turquoise to orange red.
The wee
moggy had likely been left behind as it wore a collar but had no food nor
carrier. As if reading my mind, an elderly lady, similar age to my mother,
nodded at me from a proximate bench. Yet, when I found my voice and tried to
ask her about the young cat, she abruptly shook her head, stood, and walked
away.
I picked
up the little one, who purred. I placed her between my jacket and shirt. She
purred louder and then fell asleep
I
regarded my watch. Mather was uncharacteristically late. It had been his idea
to fly to New York and then to drive to the Falls. I suspected that he finally
meant to propose, hence had chosen this idyllic setting.
Nonetheless, during our car trip, he had been
abnormally quiet. I assumed he was preoccupied with his forthcoming
doctoral exams. He meant to be a rhetoric professor and would be orally tested
in the history of rhetoric, famous Twenty-First Century orators, and competing
moral theories of discourse. By the time that we had reached Scranton, I had
offered to take the steering wheel and he had not resisted. He just muttered
something about priorities and something else about being
conflicted.
Nearly
five hours later, we had arrived at our hotel, where we had reserved two rooms;
we were still chaste. I suggested that we rest before finding the Visitor
Center. I needed a nap.
Before
drifting off, I set my watchs alarm. As well, I tried to connect to my
mother to announce our safe arrival but couldnt link to her email.
Sighing, I promised myself Id try later, when, additionally, Id
show her a picture of my sparkly ring.
The tiny
puss stirred. I regarded it through the opening of my jacket. I called
Mathers cell phone number. Oddly, my call went to voicemail.
When
almost all of the light had drained from the sky, I walked back to the motel.
Mathers car was gone. Inside, the front desk clarified that he had paid
for one room and had left.
I
fashioned a makeshift litter pan from my rooms tissue box and from shreds
of a newspaper left in the lobby. Survivor, as I had dubbed the pocket-sized
kitty, knew how to use it. We shared a delivery of chicken breasts, which we
washed down with water.
In the
morning, Id buy a carrier at a local pet store and a train ticket to New
York City, from where wed fly back to Pittsburgh. My roommate would be
surprised that I had returned with a mouser not a diamond, but shed been
lobbying for a pet. Id been lobbying for a husband.