One
She says he made her pose naked for
him
But isnt that what artists do?
Paint naked women. Didnt Picasso and all those others do the same? It is
just the Bohemian lifestyle.
Not with twelve-year olds. And he made
her touch him and told her not to tell anyone
Oh, the man is dead, and cannot defend
himself; anyone can say anything about him.
It is the third complaint since we made
the announcement; all young girls, not even in their teens. Mr Davies is lucky
that he is dead, or he would be in prison.
There was silence.
We will have to cancel, pretend it
didnt happen and find somebody else. Thank God the Yorkshire Post
didnt get hold of it.
And Councillor Holt, Chairman of the Arts and
Leisure Committee looked round at everyone in the room, in particular at
Councillor Smart, who was known to leak embarrassing stories when his gambling
debts were even higher than usual. But the councillor kept his head down,
seemingly engrossed in his diary.
Councillor Smythe, however was not so cowed,
he glared at his fellow councillors, even now unwilling to give his candidate
up.
But Davies is the only great artist our
city has produced. Who else can we name the art gallery after?
He seemed to have a point, and the rest of the
Committee looked at each other, trying to conjure up a name out of nowhere. Who
would have thought that it would be so difficult to find someone to name a new
art gallery after? Finding the funding and somewhere to build it had been
straightforward in comparison.
There is always Aidrian
Wainwright, suggested Councillor Stephens, the oldest and most left-wing
member of the committee, he was born and bred in this city, and he is a
good socialist and a man of principle.
But he is a writer, pointed out
Councillor Holt, and this is for an art gallery.
I know that, but he illustrates his own
work, and he has been married for forty years. I doubt that he has been putting
it where he shouldnt.
Oh but he is such a cliché;
another professional Yorkshire man. Like Liverpool naming a gallery after Cilla
Black, sneered Councillor Smythe.
Nobody seems to be able to think of
anyone else. Better a cliché, than a paedophile, and Cilla Black was a
fine singer, despite being a Tory.
What about whats er name?
Hannah something? Councillor Smart rarely spoke seemingly more interested
in horse racing and boxing. The other six councillors looked blank; they were
an uncultured lot at the best of times, and Hannah something did
not ring any bells.
Councillor Smart, continued after a moment,
I went to an exhibition a few years ago, at the Richardson gallery, it is
closed now, but the pictures were good, a bit folksy; lots of old Rabbis from
Poland, Fiddler on the Roof type of thing, but they were quite moving. A sort
of lost world. Better than this modern stuff.
Whats her name though? asked
Councillor Smythe, you cannot name it Whats er Name
Gallery.
Hannah, I just said
a Yorkshire
surname. Ramsbotham, maybe. She married out, I think. I will ring the Rabbi at
Shadwell Lane Synagogue, somebody in the congregation will know.
Is she dead though? We dont want
any scandal.
Oh I imagine so, the pictures were
pre-war, shell be long gone. And she is a woman and Jewish, so that you
should tick a couple of boxes.
I didnt know we had a Jewish
box, muttered Councillor Stephens, but his comment was ignored, and the
meeting moved onto less contentious subjects.
Two
The new gallery was packed; the mayor and
mayoress were there along with three of the citys M.P.s, half a dozen
councillors, seven journalists (including one from the Guardian) and as many
artists as the gallery could hold. In fact, anyone who fancied an evening
out with a bit of publicity and free refreshments was there.
The gallery had been ready for opening for
almost twelve months; the building completed, and all the art works had been
moved from the old gallery on the Headrow and put in place. All that had been
missing was a name for the gallery and at long, long last it had one, The
Featherstone Gallery, named after Hannah Featherstone, a rather obscure artist,
but one who had found refuge in the city, and was (that is according to her old
friend Marcel) extremely proud of it.
Dotted around the foyer were a surprisingly
large number sketches and a few oil paintings by the artist. They had been
difficult to find at first, but with the Yorkshire Posts help a fair few
had eventually been discovered; the old gallery even had a few in storage which
they had hurriedly cleaned up and reframed, and several other provincial art
galleries also proved to have some, a couple even on display. Several local
people had also handed theirs over, as did the synagogue, all happy to be seen
as contributing to the cultural life of the city.
The pictures were for the most part ignored,
which was a pity because they were not bad at all; the style was sparse, as if
they had been sketched quickly before the subject disappeared into history, but
each line was important and skilfully done, almost childlike in their
simplicity. There were rabbis and babies, scholars and anxious couples; all
looking at the artist as if wondering what would happen next, the picture being
the beginning of the story. And there was even a series of sketches of
the citys old synagogue, which made a couple of the old congregation sigh
for a simpler time.
So who was she? Asked Leonara, the
Posts Arts reporter.
Councillor Holt smiled, uhm, we
dont know much about her. She fled Germany before the war, came to
Yorkshire and married. She was never very famous, but she was a good artist,
and sold her works here and there. I gather her style was a bit too
old-fashioned for the critics, but ordinary people liked her work.
Leonara nodded, trying to think of some sort
of sensational angle but quickly gave that up and began to try and decide which
of her two boyfriends she would visit after this had finished, before realising
that she did not want to see either of them. In fact she was enjoying chatting
with Councillor Holt, who despite being older than her father, she found
attractive and a little sexy.
Who is making the speech? She
asked.
Oh Marcel, from the University.
Apparently he knew her way back when; he was like a grandson too her, so he
says. She used him as a model for some of her sketches; the Bar mitzvah
ones, and Moshe in the bullrushes.
She sighed, oh that creepy man; he tries
it on with me every time we are in the same room
.and anyone female and
between twenty and fifty.
I had heard.
Oh well he will enjoy being centre of
attention; he loves himself even more than he does attractive women. I
didnt realise that he was Jewish.
Oh I think he will pretend to be
anything and anyone to get on stage
.anyway it is probably time to get in
position, things seem to be happening.
Marcel was just getting into his stride when
an old lady wandered into the gallery. She was smartly dressed in a floral
dress and black jacket, but the effect was spoiled a little by the Aldi
shopping bag at her side, from which a rather odd smell emanated. By this time
there was nobody on the door, so she had been able to get in without being
challenged, although she had brought her passport just in case.
At first, she examined several of the
pictures, seemingly intrigued by a couple of them. And then she turned towards
Marcel who was talking about the woman who he knew as Grandma
Hannah and who bought him sweets and sketched him time after time, until
he fell asleep on her settee (moderate laughter). He told a couple more
humorous anecdotes, so that even those who knew what a lecherous man he was,
began to warm to him just a little.
After a moment or two the old woman seemed to
make up her mind, and determinedly pushed her way past those who were gathered
round the speaker, and holding onto the microphone for support, pulled herself
onto the stage, her shopping bag, still held tightly in her hand.
Who are you? Asked Marcel, his
Yorkshire accent disappearing completely due to shock.
Why, dont you know? I am Hannah
Featherstone, Grandma Hannah apparently. As you are doing an
exhibition about me, it seemed rude not to come along. Problem is
she confided to the audience suddenly agog -, they have changed
the number twelve bus, or it was early, anyhow I had to wait half an hour, and
then I got lost. Not sure what was wrong with the old gallery to be honest, at
least it wasnt hidden away, and it is not as if it wasnt big
enough.
There was silence from the onlookers and even
from Marcel, who for once in his life had nothing to say. The old woman looked
at him appraisingly for a long couple of seconds.
And who the Hell are you?
Three
Leonara had taken Hannah into the
managers office, so they could talk in peace. The kettle was boiling and
Leonara was trying to find the wherewithal to make a cup of tea.
Do they have Yorkshire? Hannah
asked.
I doubt it. Just flavoured teas,
Moroccan Mint, Camomile
oh heres some Early Grey, that will have to
do.
Oh, dont bother, if you cant
find anything proper. I remember the old gallery; I used to go there quite a
lot when I first moved up here, they even displayed a few of my paintings, and
they had a wonderful café, lots of us housewives used to go for the tea
and cake, with real currants
.but now I rarely go into the city, it is not
what it was, faceless with all the old shops gone, it could be
anywhere.
Leonara smiled, same as me really. I
used to go into the city when I was at University, but now I only go for the
theatre, with my more cultured boyfriend.
That Marcel is a creep Hannah
said, pretending he knew me and telling everyone I was dead
.
She put her odorous Aldi shopping bag under a table, and promptly forgot about
it.
To be fair everyone else thought you
were dead too.
I like to keep a low profile, always
did. My husband is dead, long dead and my son is in a home
.he is a bit
special you know, very talented, but cannot cope on his own
.I could have
had him back to live with me, but he is happy enough. And he still needs
help with personal stuff. I visit him once a week, take him out to local parks
or get the bus up to Ilkley and up to the Cow and Calf, or over to Kirkstall
Abbey. We both like to sketch.
Leonara nodded. Why not tell me about
your paintings?
I always drew, even when I was little
when we lived in Munchen
Munich. And then when my parents got me out of
Germany I eventually managed to go to Art College up in London, that was 1953,
the year of the Coronation
.thats when and where I met Peter. He was
the star of the class
.all abstract stuff and that, whilst I was seen as
old fashioned, but actually I was technically much better and he knew it, but
he knew what the teachers wanted, whilst I painted what I wanted to
.
But anyway once we finished at college he got
a job up here and bought a house in Cookridge, cheap but an okay area. We had a
studio, but I was the only one who used it, I think he preferred teaching,
although he never admitted it. Whereas I loved drawing, and I managed to sell
stuff, made quite a bit over the years, I could probably have gone
professional, dedicated all my time to it, but Peter wanted me as a housewife,
... I think he got jealous in the end. He was supposed to be the artist not
me.
Men can be odd.
Yes, he was a funny bugger was our
Peter. I loved him, of course I did. But it wasnt easy.
What happened to your parents?
Hannah looked at her for a moment, her
expression for a moment cold dead. Gassed or shot; mum and dad,
Grandparents, Uncles, Aunts, all dead. When they asked me later if I wanted to
take British citizenship I jumped at it. Germans? I hate them for what they
did. And I still dont trust them. Peter asked me a couple of times if I
wanted to go back, see where I used to live, maybe find relatives; I just
looked at him. Why on earth would I go back? Shame we did not annihilate the
whole country when we had the chance.
Leonara looked embarrassed, well I
better not put that in.
Put what you like love, I am too old to
care what people think. Now wheres the loo?
Four
Councillor Holt fell in love in the old City
Art Gallery. He wasnt a Councillor then, just a fourteen-year old school
boy on an art trip, and the woman he fell in love with was a French model,
called Felice, who had died forty years ago in Cannes; obese and mad. But the
artist Renoir had caught her in her mid-thirties; when she was at her most
beautiful, her body in a state of perfection. Naked she lay on a blanket,
waiting for her lover, who was just out of sight, pouring more wine or
loosening his shirt. She was cheerful and unashamed, as if wanting all
those who watched her, to share her happiness, and enjoy what she had been
blessed with.
Find something of interest?
sneered Mrs Hind, Holts very unpleasant form teacher. The other boys,
rather bored, laughed mockingly whilst Holt jumped and then blushed. He
looked away from the painting, feeling slightly guilty as he did so. The
class moved on, but later, when the rest of them were causing problems in the
shop, he managed to sneak back; and took another look at Felice; her thighs,
towering above him, her left breast lit up by the sunshine. He almost
swooned with joy; lust was part of it, but also love for another time and
place, where there was sunshine and countryside, and everything was possible.
It may have the nineteen sixties, but Yorkshire still had not caught up with
London and was dull and dowdy, particularly if your parents were in trade and
lived on the Beeston Estate.
For the next couple of years, whenever he
could, Holt would return to the Art Gallery, and worship his love. He realised
that the attendants in the gallery would notice and think his behaviour strange
or perverted, so he would look at other paintings first; the handful of
pre-Raphaelites, a Studio of Rembrandt portrait of Esther, a View of Dordrecht
by van Goyen and then he would head upstairs to the small collection of
Impressionists; a ballet dancer by Manet, a cityscape by Monet; some of these
he grew to love, but it was the large and unbearably erotic Renoir nude that
drew him back time after time, and which he saved up until last, and then
stared and stared.
Even as his life became fuller; gaining a
social life of sorts, and forced to help his father in his shop, he still would
find the occasional afternoon to head up to the gallery, catch a new
exhibition, or look at the Henry Moore Sculpture outside, before returning to
Felice, the only person who he truly loved. As he studied her in more detail,
he realised that she was not conventionally beautiful; she was quite large,
with a tummy and if you looked careful stretch marks, an older woman who had
seen life. But she was real, more real than the girls his own age with their
dyed hair and dowdy clothes, they looked glum and angry with the world, whilst
his love laughed gaily, as if she was luring him into the picture.
He did not study Art at O Level,
as much as he enjoyed looking at pictures, he could not draw and was not one to
over-analyse, he was better at Maths and the sciences, seeing art more as a
hobby. He left school at sixteen and worked full time at his fathers
greengrocers, rather enjoying the money and responsibility. Three
years later a young woman, with a pink complexion and sturdy thighs under a
grey skirt, walked in and he fell in love for the second time in his life. She
may have had a West Riding accent and Methodist morals, but she was Felice in
all but name and whilst she never lay naked in Roundhay Park, once they were
married, he got to stroke her sturdy body and watch the sunlight turn her
breasts into gold. Their bedroom became a Paris apartment for a few hours on a
Sunday morning.
He took his new wife to see the picture, which
reminded him so much of her, but she looked at it disapprovingly.
Not bad if you like that sort of thing,
but me I prefer Constable; a bit of nature not some floozy without any
shame.
Dont you think that she looks like
you?
Well mebbe, perhaps just a little.
And she laughed, and held his hand and squeezed it tight, flattered despite
herself.
Five
We are going to have to change the
name of the gallery; did you see that interview your artist gave? She voted
Brexit, and was very rude about our friends in Europe, particularly the
Germans. And her views on the Palestinians
we are twinned with
Ramallah and we end up with a Zionist, Jesus.
Well it is a bit late now, the building
is open and her name is everywhere, and she has her own gallery
Councillor Holt sighed to himself, he secretly sympathised with at least some
of Hannahs views as outlined in Leonaras interview, but once he had
become a councillor he learned to keep his opinions to himself, realising how
dangerous speaking your mind could be.
Councillor Smythe looked about in triumph.
You really made a balls up of this
havent you? We should have stuck with Davies; the charges were
unproven. And he was no Israeli.
Yeah, he could be quite funny about
Jews, added Councillor Stephens in fond reminiscence, not in a
racist way
just you know
.of course you cant say anything
nowadays without being accused of being antisemitic, or whatever the word
is.
Councillor Holt eventually moved onto the next
item on the agenda, knowing that most of the councillors just wanted to let off
steam and air their prejudices, without any danger of journalists embarrassing
them. He may not have been the cleverest or most charismatic politician in the
citys history, but he knew how to chair a meeting, a skill which few of
his fellow councillors could manage.
After the meeting he caught the bus home, only
to find an elderly man waiting to see, his wife having shown him into the back
room.
I am sorry to bother you he said,
but it is about that artist, Hannah Featherstone.
Councillor Holt stifled a sigh, dreading what
was coming, before forcing out a smile and offering him a cup of tea.
I remember Hannah, when she was just a
young woman. I knew her family even her after she married out, although they
rarely attended the synagogue.
Councillor Holt smiled more fully this time,
relieved that it was not going to be a complaint about Hannahs political
views.
But, the old man continued,
she is dead, and that woman who is getting all the publicity is a fake. I
doubt that she is even Jewish.
You said you only knew her as a young
woman, people change.
I knew her for a long time, and I
attended her funeral over in Nottingham. She had breast cancer and spent her
final years with her daughter and son-in-law. She died over twenty years ago.
And that interview was wrong; she had never lived in Germany, her parents were
born here, I think some of her fathers relatives were in Poland and
didnt escape, but
Damn muttered Councillor Holt,
are you sure?
I am sorry to cause you embarrassment,
but yes I am sure. She was a good artist and I am glad that the gallery has
been named after her, but that woman is not Hannah.
He sipped his tea, rather enjoying the
discomfort he was causing the Councillor.
It is okay, he said after a few
moments, I am not planning on telling anyone and I am not sure many
people will know, that generation are all dead. But I have her daughters
address, if she is still there, you might want to write to her
Six
Well he might be right, I wrote to the
address he gave and got a response from someone claiming to be her daughter.
She says she has not been back here for many years, so hadnt heard
anything about any of it
She thought it funny, and says she will come up
and look at the gallery sometime. She doesnt have any of her
mothers paintings unfortunately, she gave them all to a charity shop when
she died. If only she had known
.
Councillor Smythe glared at him, it is
cock up after cock up. You really need to resign.
There were a few murmurs of consent, but
Councillor Holt stared them down; he was under no illusion that he was
particularly popular, but only the most bigoted could blame him and anyway they
were all too lazy to want to do his job, even Councillor Smythe who could be a
devious sod, preferred to attack authority rather than be in charge
himself.
So who is this woman? asked
Councillor Smart, I rather liked her.
That is hardly the point, are we going
to change the gallery? We surely cannot name it after a fraud.
Dont be silly Councillor
Holt said, Hannah Featherstone was a real artist and a good one. Nothing
has changed that. It is slightly embarrassing that someone Might impersonated
her, but it will all die down. Hannah, or whoever she is will die sooner or
later, or end up ga-ga if she isnt already -; she must be in her
eighties, I doubt that she has long left.
Are you sure Hannah Featherstone
actually did exist? It all seems very odd Councillor Smythe queried,
I feel like you just created someone out of nowhere.
Well, her paintings certainly exist, and
people remember her. But in the end we have a new gallery and a name, and that
is all we ever wanted.
Even if it is named after a
racist.
Councillor Holt - as so often in his political
career felt like banging his head on the table, hard. But he sighed and
went onto the next item on the next agenda.
It was odd though, and the old lady, whoever
she was, had provided several paintings, which were displayed in the
Featherstone gallery.
They look a bit different from her
earlier ones suggested Councillor Holt as he had walked round the gallery
with Leonara, the previous day.
Well, you expect artists to change and
develop, all the greats did, Leonara said, as they sipped coffee in the
new café attached to the gallery, cultured boyfriend, who knows
about these things says they are very good. He has a degree in art so you would
think he would know.
They are very abstract; that waste
ground, it is very odd, almost a pattern.
Hypnotic Leonara agreed, I
am not sure where it ends and the houses begin. I actually prefer them to the
earlier ones; more interesting and stranger.
Councillor Holt wasnt so sure; I
like to know what I am looking at, he told her.
So, what are they going to do with
them?
Oh the gallery want to keep them, the
woman in charge of the display was rather taken with the false Hannah, she
thinks the whole thing is funny; a postmodern joke
apparently.
Do you think that the old lady is Hannah
Featherstone?
Councillor Holt, thought for a moment,
actually I dont care, I certainly hope so
.I wouldnt it
past my fellow councillors to have bribed that man to make something up. And
anybody can write a letter from Leicester claiming to be her
daughter
.
.anyway there is a fabulous Renoir
nude I would like to show you; I was worried that they would put it into
storage when they moved galleries, it is a bit old fashioned, but they have put
it in a good spot. I spent most of my teenage years gazing at it for days on
end.
You must have been a strange
boy.
Aye. I probably was. Still am
unfortunately.
She took his arm and let him show her the
picture that had meant so much to him for so long.
Seven
Leonara walked into the care home; it was on
the outskirts of the city, all rather pleasant and rural. When she got to the
reception, she realised she didnt know who she should ask for, but there
was the woman she had come to see, sitting in the lounge, doing some knitting,
as if waiting for her.
Leonara love, this is a surprise, you
are my first visitor.
Your neighbours told me where you were,
and I wanted to see you. How are you?
I havent been well, all this stuff
over the gallery, and then my son has been ill too, but it is quiet here, and
they let me alone.
Leonara noticed her friend had lost weight
since she last saw her about a month ago, and she seemed frail. She stroked her
hand, which was dry and cold.
I am sorry.
There is nothing to be sorry about love.
I should have kept quiet, let them use my name.
So, are you Hannah
Featherstone?
Well I am beginning to doubt it, but yes
I am pretty certain that I am. It is just council politics, I embarrassed them
with some of my views
.and I dont think they like Councillor Holt
very much.
They sat, and a support worker brought them
both some disgusting tea and chocolate digestives.
I can do something said Leonara,
do another interview.
It is okay, just leave it, I obviously
offended the wrong people. And it doesnt matter, at least it is my name
in lights.
Leonara patted her arm, only if you are
sure.
Yes, but you are welcome to visit me.
You have no excuse not to, now that you know where I am.
Of course I will.
A few weeks later Leonara got a telephone
call.
Leonara love, are you free on Saturday?
I have something to say to you.
Yes of course, I am sorry I havent
visited again, I just find myself so busy.
It is okay, but I do not need to speak
to you. I have something on my mind.
As last time Hannah was waiting for her in the
Residents lounge, but beside her was a smiling middle-aged man wearing
smart trousers and an AC/DC t-shirt, who was enjoying some cake.
Leonara, this is my son
Charles.
Charles looked at her, chocolate cream on his
face, and he gave her a big grin but did not say anything.
He doesnt say much, not at first.
But I wanted you to meet him.
Leoara was not used to spending time with
people with learning disabilities, but Charles seemed happy enough eating and
smiling.
Go and see Aunty Jean his mother
said, once he had finished his cake, she has got something for
you.
He got up and lumbered off, obviously knowing
where to go.
He is lovely. Leonara said, not
sure what else to say.
Many a time I have wished him dead
his mother said matter-of-factly. And I dont know what will happen
when I die. I thought that I would outlive him, but he is surprisingly healthy.
Most of the special ones die young, but not Charles
.
I am sorry Leonara muttered,
wondering if her friend wanted her to look after him, it must be
difficult. He seems very happy.
And talented his mother added,
as soon as he could hold a pen he could paint. His dad and me were good,
but his paintings are something else.
Leonara looked at her.
Thats what I wanted to tell you,
the paintings in the gallery, they are all his, nothing I drew was good enough
for an exhibition, but Charles had such a talent
Pete and I we did not
want him to become a curiosity; he would have hated that. So, we agreed to use
my name. All the money went to him
we did not cheat him, not really and he
wouldnt have understood. He forgets them as soon as he paints
them.
But how did he know what to
paint?
Photographs mostly, stuff from my albums
and books I bought him. He seemed to like all that from the old country.
Perhaps they would have understood him better, recognised him for what he
is.
Hannah looked at her as if begging for
forgiveness. Leonara hugged her lightly, it is okay she told her,
dont worry.
When I die look after him for me please,
not to stay with you like, but just take him out once a month or so, I
dont want him stuck inside all the time. He is a lovely lad, I know he
can be difficult, but he would appreciate it and so would I. And encourage him
with his drawing, I think that is when he is truly happy.
Eight
They got some strange looks as they wandered
around the gallery; she was young and attractive with long black hair and tight
leather trousers, so that at least a couple of young men had a quick look at
her bottom as she walked past. On her arm, her older companion was
despite the heat wearing a donkey jacket, underneath which was his usual
AC/DC t-shirt, which was faded now, so that the picture of Angus Young was
barely recognisable.
Charles seemed to bounce with excitement, and
every so often he let go of his companion and peered closely at a painting that
caught his eye, so much so that Aziz the Gallery Attendant considered saying
something, but contented himself with glaring at the oddly matched couple.
I like this one Charles told her,
almost touching the frame of an Andy Warhol picture of Marilyn, with his
surprisingly long fingers.
She nodded, yes it is good, but not so
close, you dont want us to be thrown out.
He laughed, his shyness with her had long
gone, and his voice could be heard echoing throughout the gallery, full of
excitement.
He did not show much interest in his own
paintings, not seeming to realise that he had painted them, he even referred to
one as boring. It was the lighter, brighter paintings he preferred
but not even they held his attention for long.
There is a painting I want to show
you she told him once she sensed he was beginning to get bored, a
friend of mine goes to see it every week.
Ooh Charles said, do you
love him?
She shook her head, and then after a moment
said, I suppose that I do.
Have you kissed him?
No, I think his wife might be a bit
cross.
And Charles laughed in delight.
They stood under the Renoir nude and looked at
Felice, as she gazed back at them, caught in a moment of self-love.
I like her boobs said Charles and
then they both laughed and Felice seemed to join in their merriment, just as
happy as her visitors. Eventually Leonara and Charles moved away towards the
café, leaving Felice in her everlasting youth and beauty, waiting for
her next worshippers.
I hope they have proper tea said
Charles, and coffee cake.
You sound just like your mother, but
yes, so do I. I would love a decent cuppa, and some cake, I am starving.
Charles laughed, and ran ahead of her, whilst
the attendant Aziz laughed despite himself, caught in a moment, of pure and
unexpected joy.