"I will not have
a drop of blood spilt for the preservation of my greatness, which is a burden
to me." Richard Cromwell
I am the
Son and Heir of nothing in particular Morrissey
Bruges
I suppose that it is
typical of a Puritan that in a city as glorious as Bruges, Richard Cromwell,
son of the regicide Oliver, and late Lord Protector of England, Scotland and
Wales, should choose to live in a squalid building, on a small dingy street,
away from all that is joyous and beautiful.
A few days ago I met
our agent in an inn, and whilst we supped beer he gave me his report.
He calls
himself Prince, ironic that. And he keeps himself aloof from
everyone.
The agent had given
me no name, but then names mean little in our business. He was very tall,
particularly amongst the dwarfish Belgians, so that I was scared he would bang
his head on the beams above his head, every time he stood up, and he was
smartly dressed, so that he had drawn several glances as he entered and sat
down opposite me.
He is
harmless the Agent told me, since he fled England he does not meet
anybody, barely goes out, other than to attend chapel. His time in the sun is
gone.
Perhaps he is
playing the long game. Just waiting until we have grown comfortable and then
strike. There are many who would fight for him, to return him as
Protector.
Someone as
ineffectual as Prince, or Richard I should say?
My feeling was that
this Agent, had grown over confident. It was as if his Majestys return to
our shores had meant all our troubles were over
but they were not, and I
was quite aware that many in England and on the continent longed for another
Republic, and who else but Richard Cromwell could be a figurehead. I was quite
sure that Mr Prince, as he called himself, would always be a danger whilst he
was still alive.
When I saw him in
chapel two days later, Mr Prince, looked much older than his thirty or so
years; his face tight and grey. He had left his wife and children behind him in
Cheshunt, when he fled, where a discreet watch was being kept on them, whilst
he sat in the whitewashed chapel staring intently at the Minister who prated
away. Richard looked a feeble enough man, one who I could overpower and kill
with little effort.
When I had had my
brief meeting with His Majesty before I left for the Low Countries, he had been
ambiguous, as was his wont.
I leave it up
to you; I am told you are an intelligent man. If you feel he is harmless, just
a warning should be suffice, but if he is a danger to my beloved country, then
do what needs to be done.
He then dismissed
me, and within two days I was in Belgium, unsure, that if I were to kill our
former Protector and son of the infamous Oliver, would I be able to return to
England. I had fought for Charles to return to England, but I was under no
illusion about his ruthlessness and the fact that if need be I would be
expendable.
I caught up with him
as he left the chapel.
Mr
Prince?
He did not turn, but
hurried his pace.
We need to
talk I told him, I caught up with him most easily, and took hold of his
elbow, gripping him tightly.
Who are you
fellow?
We have
friends in common. And I believe that you can be of service.
I am a
merchant; I can sell you cloth but not on the Sabbath.
I know
perfectly well who you are, and I know that we both want the same thing, and
that it has nothing to do with cloth.
We walked along the
canal, heading out of the city, my hand still holding firmly onto his arm;
there was nobody about so that I could have killed him there; a stab in the
chest, and then pushed him in, and nobody would be any the wiser. By the time
his body touched the bottom I would have left the city. I dont know why I
didnt; I have killed many worthier men and even women, but I kept my
dagger in its scabbard and talked instead.
Well Mr
Cromwell, let us there be no pretence between us. Powerful men are backing me;
they wish you to return to England. Charles is weak and foolish and the English
are already regretting recalling him from the continent. The throne is waiting
for you, if you are prepared to reach for it.
If I
were who you think I am, why would I wish to return? It is well-known that the
son could not manage his fathers role, and in truth he was glad to step
down; if there had been a method of refusing it and retaining my honour he
would have done so far sooner than he did.
We found ourselves
amidst warehouses, where idlers and children hung about. I still felt that
Prince would escape if given half an opportunity so I staid alert as we
continued to talk.
God is calling
you to your role; you have no choice. You need to save our godless
nation.
He is doing no
such thing. Authority and power is for the Devil; my father was a great man,
greater than I could ever be, but even he made the mistake of thinking he spoke
for anybody but himself. Now I will hear no more of this, begone.
In one movement, he
pulled off my arm and gave me a push, stronger than I expected, so that I
stumbled and by the time that I had regained my balance, he had hurried away
and was soon hidden amidst the worthy Belgians, enjoying a Sabbath walk.
I spoke to him again
the following Sunday, but he did not answer and when I called on him at his
lodgings, I was told by the homely maid that he was indisposed. In
the meantime I made plans.
I made acquaintance
of Richards maid. She was called Marie and was an orphan and had come
from Brussels a few months earlier. I think that she was rather lonely, she was
certainly easy enough to befriend. I gave her silver and promised her more if
she would help me.
He owes my
master money I told her, but he refuses to pay. I need to get it
back or at least some of it. I am quite sure that he has it hidden away
somewhere in his rooms.
She looked at me
bemused, but he seems such a good man.
I am sure he
is most worthy, but he has gold that does not belong to him, and I cannot
return to England without it, it is more than my life is worth.
She thought about it
as we sat in my rooms. She was buxom and young but plain; I imagined that she
wanted to be married and have children, to become one of the plump housewives I
saw in Bruges market, haggling and gossiping, with a husband as unimaginative
and simple as she was.
Will you
promise not to hurt him?
I assured her that I
wouldnt, feeling surprisingly guilty as I did so.
I will leave
the door open on Thursday night; and you can come in and have your dealings
with Monsieur Prince. But remember you have promised not to harm him.
And she drew me a
map, to show me his room.
I gave her some more
coins and stroked her shoulder. If my taste had lain that way I would have
tried to seduce her, but I had no interest in that, and anyway money was enough
of an aphrodisiac for her. She pocketed the money and left whilst I wrote a
note to the Agent, it will be done this Thursday. I had killed
before and no doubt would kill again, but still I was nervous and also had some
sympathy for Mr Cromwell, who seemed little more than a weak-brained fool, but
that was not a capital offence, if it had been the world would be a far emptier
place.
We had agreed
midnight, and at that time I made my way to the house. It was a dark November
night, and I shivered slightly with cold rather than with fear. It is odd,
because I can usually picture my victims dead before I strike, but not Richard,
I just could not see it; he remained resolutely alive in my head. However the
front door was unlocked, and I pushed it just enough for me to sneak inside and
then gently shut it behind me.
The house was pitch
dark and silent, and I wondered where Marie was; hopefully asleep, like the
chaste young woman she was. And what about the rest of the house? Was anybody
else awake; the cook or even Richard himself, praying or reading some book by a
Puritan Divine. But everything seemed still as I cautiously walked up the
stairs in front of me. It was a tall house with three storeys and Richard was
on the middle floor, in what according to Maries sketch - looked
to be a large set of rooms. Curiously the house smelt of nothing, not food or
the smell of humanity. It was strange, and for a moment I wondered if I come to
the right building, but of course I had.
Richards door
was there in front of me, and I took a breath and listened intently; there was
no sound coming from inside. I braced myself, grasped the door handle and
pushed the door open, half expecting gunfire or the thrust of a sword, but
there was nothing and so after a moment, I strode forward into the room.
I had expected a bed
and furniture, with Richard asleep or looking up in shock after being
interrupted in his reading. But there was nothing, just bare walls, not even a
carpet or curtains. And then I heard a sound behind me, and before I could
turn, there was a sharp pain in my side and something hit me hard on the
head
My next sight was
the agent, sitting by my bed, picking his teeth. And his first words, you
were set up.
I struggled to sit
up, there was a bandage on my left side and my head ached, whilst a fever
racked my body, so I gave up and lay back down.
The maid is
his mistress, and they fled two days ago.
Where
to?
He shrugged,
possibly France, or Germany. By the time we discovered that they had
disappeared they had long gone.
I need to
pursue them.
No the king
has summoned you home. Once you have recovered of course. He does not think
that Richard is a danger.
But he stabbed
me, or she did.
No that was
the caretaker of the building. He had been warned that somebody was going to
try and rob the building and was prepared. There is no point in pursuing
it.
I sighed, feeling
sore and unwell.
Come, have
something to eat, the king has need of you in England, forget Richard, he is
nothing and nobody.
And he left me,
whilst I drank some wine and shortly afterwards fell back asleep.
Cheshunt
The man who called
himself John Clarke sat at his desk, writing by the light of a candle. The room
smelt stuffy; of sweat and oil.
Are you a
lawyer from my gluttonous Son? Well I have nothing to say to him or to
you.
It had been over
twenty years since I last saw him, and yet he seemed to have aged very little
if at all; his face was still thin and cadaverous, his eyes humourless and
suspicious. He looked poor; his jacket was torn and stained, whilst his
room contained a few books and little else, and yet he was a relatively wealthy
man; he owned land and had gold. He was a widower now, his wife Dorothy having
died whilst he was abroad. Not that he ever mentioned her in my hearing, so
that I felt rather sorry for her; a harmless soul whose life had not been her
own and had now been forgotten.
Oh the
noise he muttered, as the sound of hammering from the blacksmith
penetrated his rooms, shut the door fellow, the noise is too much for
me.
He wrote some more,
ignoring me. Now that the former Lord Protector had returned to England I had
been asked by the King to keep an eye on him. Charles too, had aged since he
sent me to Bruges all those years ago, and I suspected that he would die soon.
But under that pale glistening skin, the eyes looked at me full of life.
See what he is
up to, so long as he is content to be a country squire then we need not trouble
ourselves about him. Sound him out, and report back to me.
Richard looked up at
me.
So, what has
my son to say? Is he continuing in his obduracy?
I am afraid
that I have not come from your son.
Are you not a
lawyer?
I admitted that I
was.
I have so many
cases outstanding. Family, other tradesmen. It is so wearying trying to get
justice. And I have little money.
I met you in
Bruges, you have not aged much Mister Cromwell, but you have changed your name;
no longer Mr Prince.
He chuckled, I
dare say; I have had more than my fair share of hardship. More than most, and
it is best not to reveal too much of myself.
I come from
the King.
Oh that pit of
corruption still alive is he?
You would do
well to speak more politely of your betters. I warned him.
He is welcome
to me; if he wants me to end my life in a cell then he can take me now. It is
little better than how I live now, and I would get decent food and clean
linen.
I sighed, and left,
slamming the door as I did so, which brought out a scream of anger from the
rooms occupant. Chuckling to myself, I walked the streets of Cheshunt,
trying to regain my temper. It was a fine town, picturesque but thriving.
I wondered how many former rulers got to live out their declining years in such
a pleasing place.
Later I spoke to
Thomas his landlord.
You know who
your tenant is?
Thomas pretended to
look confused.
Dont
play the fool, I am from the king. I need to know how he is. Any sign of
treason.
Thomas laughed;
he is too busy fighting with his children to try and do anything so
foolish. He is a cantankerous old man, who hates music and laughter, and
everything else true and good in this world. At night I hear him praying, but
otherwise it is scribble, scribble. If it wasnt for what he once was I
would have thrown him out weeks ago.
What happened
to Marie?
I asked him, as he
walked to church the following morning.
I am going to
my devotions. He replied waspishly, leave me alone.
What happened
to the young woman who saved your life?
Why? Someone
like you would not be interested in a young woman, no matter how pretty she
might be.
She saved your
life.
She did not
save my life; I had you worked out from the beginning. She was useful to me,
and then she became pregnant, and died.
What happened
to the baby?
It was dealt
with, nothing you need worry about. And he hurried away to his
devotions.
I rode away, glad to
put him behind me, to get back to my work in London, and forget about a man who
was both foolish and selfish. And yet
. as before I wondered was he as
pettish as he seemed? And whilst I disliked him, I wanted to talk to him
further, find out what was really going on within his skull.
Ware
Although I told the
king that he need not fear Richard, that he was a rather pathetic old man with
no ambitions other than to get money from his children, I continued to visit
him, at first in Cheshunt and then in nearby Ware, after he (unsuccessfully)
tried to sue his landlord Thomas Pengelly, and was forced to leave his
lodgings. He fascinated me and in truth I had more time on my hands, as the
King had less and less use for me, as he concentrated on the world to come
rather than here and now.
At first Richard
resented my visits, but slowly he became used to them and we would sit together
in his cold rooms either talking quietly or more often than not sitting in
silence. Almost despite himself he was interested in the royal family; Charles,
and then after his death, his brother James, and he would ask me about them, he
did not seem to be seeking scandal, rather, how they lived their lives, how
they filled their time, and their dealings with the army and parliament. I
wondered if he was trying to work out how he could have been a better leader,
after all despite affecting to despise Charles and James, they had remained in
power and dealt with the various groups who were vying for power.
One peculiarity of
his was that he hated music; even his maid was forbidden to sing, and once or
twice when I found myself whistling a tune, he glared at me until I
stopped.
The more
silence there is, the closer I am to God. When I was king, too much sound
drowned out the word of the Almighty, the tongues of flatterers, the demands of
the army and parliament, the trumpets and the choirs. No wonder I could not
find God in all that; my father in Heaven, who would have led me into the paths
of righteousness.
We went for walks
near the town, which was mostly agricultural despite the old Roman road running
through it. The few people we saw seemed to know him but the most he got was a
brief salutation; nobody wanted to stop and talk.
The birds seem
to be getting louder he told me once, apropos of nothing.
I smiled at him but
did not reply, and that is perhaps that is why he was more tolerant of me than
most of his acquaintances; I rarely spoke let alone challenged him. I might
have to kill him although that seemed less and less likely but I
saw no reason to argue with him.
I am outliving
all these kings and queens he told me on my penultimate visit, with what
can only be described as a malicious tone. Charles, James, Mary and now
William. It as if God is trying to tell them something. Does the new Queen know
of my existence?
How could she
not?
He laughed,
does she know that you are here?
She knows
everything.
Say what you
like about my fathers reign, but it was peaceful and less corrupt. Since
then there has been decadence and money thrown away. Perhaps I was too weak,
but I imagine that most of our ordinary citizens would have me back in a
trice
. in fact I often have letters from people asking me to return. I
have been promised armies.
As he spoke I was
not sure how serious he was. A rapidly aging man, who flinched at the sound of
his maid singing; what threat could he be?
What they
really need is the return of my father he said after a few moments of
thought, an iron fist and strong morality. Weak monarchs are bad for the
country. We need someone, who can enact Gods will. Not these papists and
atheists; decadent to the core.
He gripped my arm,
and when you write to your blessed Queen, you can tell her all this, and
tell her that she is a small stream compared to the ocean that was my father
and that I will outlive, her and her children.
As you
wish, and I left him outside his house, and rode back to London,
wondering if I should be visiting this rather unpleasant old man, and should I
report that threats, from someone who was clearly deluded and quite probably
mad.
Death Bed
Despite what he
thought, Queen Anne rarely concerned herself with Richard and as I was getting
feebler and concentrating on less temporal things, I too did not think on him
either. I perhaps assumed that he was dead, he had certainly appeared
very frail on my last visit, and so many of my contemporaries had died or were
dying. However one morning I was woken by my young man with a letter written in
a hand that I did not recognise.
Richard
Cromwell, late Protector, is dying. Please come as he is calling for
you.
I had drunk too much
the night before, and felt as if I too was dying, but I saddled up and once I
was on the road to Ware, I felt stronger than I had for awhile. Although it was
July there was a brisk, invigorating wind, and the feel of my horse at my knees
galvanised me. I wondered how old Richard was; certainly in his eighties I
thought, but then I too would be eighty if I lived another year. We were from a
previous generation; a generation divided by war and religious conflict. Surely
this was a better time, more kindly and tolerant, with less anger and
superstition, and I was glad that I had seen it come to pass.
It had been almost
five years since I had visited Richard last, but I had no difficulty finding
where he lodged. The house was silent and as I walked in, his landlord, Mr
Pettigrew, spoke in hushed tones as he told me to remove my boots.
Even the
faintest sound bothers him I was told by Pettigrew, and I was ushered
into his bedroom. Richard was snoring gently, his face pale, almost drained of
colour. He was alone, and I sat by his bed, glad of the rest and I too drifted
off to sleep, my head resting against the same pillow that the dying man was
lying upon, a strange intimacy, but which felt comfortable.
So you have
come from the Queen? he ventured, his voice barely audible, well
she will be relieved that I am dead.
I smiled at him and
was about to talk, but he interrupted, dont speak; I have heard all
that man can say. You can stay, but let me commune with my God, I have much to
repent of.
And so I stayed
throughout the day, as he alternately slept or called for water; occasionally
he called out to his father, but I was never sure if he was calling to Oliver
or to his God.
At three in the
afternoon he called out, my son and I saw tears in his eyes. I knew
that he meant the son he had with Marie his maid from Bruges. Had he died in
some squalid inn in France or Germany, or was he alive, unaware of his cursed
lineage.
Where is
he?
But he said nothing
more and was soon asleep, snoring gently, as his life slowly came to an
end.
Nobody else visited
other than his landlord, who would occasionally hurry into the room, glance at
the man on his bed, and then disappear without saying a word, giving the
appearance of wanting the whole thing to be over with and for him be rid of his
troublesome tenant.
And then in the
early hours of July 12th, Richard former Lord Protector of the
Commonwealth of England, Scotland and Ireland -, coughed and sat up and then
said clearly, my father, before falling back onto his pillow.
I bent over him but it was clear that he was dead. I closed his eyes, and
kissed his forehead. After a moment of silent prayer, I left the room. His
landlord looked at me, and I just nodded before I mounted my horse and rode
back towards London, feeling curiously empty but also relieved, as if something
dark in my heart had been plucked out.
Kensington
Palace
I rode straight to
Kensington Palace, and spoke to the Queens Secretary.
Please wait
here he told me, and then shortly afterwards I was ushered into the
presence of Queen Anne. She looked tired and unhealthy, and I felt sorry
for her, of all the leaders I had known, she was the one I admired the most,
and perhaps even loved because there appeared to be something decent about her,
and a sense of duty that her predecessors had lacked, but then perhaps I am
getting sentimental in my old age.
So the son of
the usurper is dead?
I bowed yes
your majesty.
She thought for a
moment, was he a good man?
And I thought for a
moment, I do not know; but he was never a danger, just foolish and
weak.
Many of us are
that said the Queen and after a few moments dismissed me. She too I never
saw again.
And I rode home,
through a new and more civilised England, knowing that I soon too would be
dead, and would be forgotten, like the man who for a few months had been
Gods spokesman on earth, and now was decaying flesh. No better than the
rest of his subjects, no better, but no worse.