Thats
All
what makes the
night
the night
the
darkness
the darkness
is precisely
the absence of
light
you can imagine
the dawn
the sunlight
peeking through the
forest
but imagining
it
doesnt brighten
the path
so you force your eyes
open
wide as you
can
grope
stumble
and flinch
until
morning

The
Mystery
whether you jump
into the
mystery
or are
shoved
youll find
it
eventually
and then
do you fall
or fly?
depends
on your
faith
is there a
bottom
or not?
it cant be
falling
when you
never
land

No One
Can
he comes in
ten minutes
late
sits at the
desk
beside mine
sighs, and
says
man.... I wish it
was 4 already
I chuckle and
nod
then buckle in for the
ride
I tap away
break for lunch at
noon
breathe a thousand
breaths
think a million
thoughts
about 3:30 we look at
each other
he says almost
over
I lean back in my
chair, yep
almost
over
is supposed to be
a good thing
in this
context
yet the
lives
are the days
and the hours
and the
minutes
I almost ask
him
the obvious question
the where does it
go? thing
but he wont be
able
to answer
that
no one can
its 4...
quittin time
I punch the
clock
trot out to my
car
gotta get
ahead
of the pack

A Great
Job
She gave me
the standard bravado
about how her
job
was the
greatest:
I get to dress
up
and do my makeup
and look
pretty...
Uh huh. I
said
...plus the money
is great
and I set my own
hours
and only see the
clients I want.
Sounds pretty
great, I said.
maybe I should
try it.
She laughed,
then knelt down
between my
legs
and unzipped my
fly.
As she
worked,
my eye
wandered,
and caught the
gleam
of a glass pipe
on the
nightstand.

My Demons Are Not
Night Owls
i never have nightmares
my demons are not night
owls
they dont sneak
out at 3 a.m.
to terrorize
me
with their shenanigans
they rise before
dawn
when i do
no matter how quietly
i slip out of
bed
and tiptoe to the
bathroom
there they
are
perched on my shoulders
staring back at me from
the mirror
as i rub creases from
my face
they begin whispering
about the
time
im brushing my
teeth
and waltz through my
head
all day long
clomp and
stomp
of clumsy
steps
on the hardwood
by nightfall leaning
against each other
shuffling their feet
like the last couple
standing
in a marathon dance
contest
they collapse
eventually
theyve gotta
sleep
sometime too
maybe thats the
upside
to all this