through lethargic lens
black carpenter
ant
percussing the earth
with purpose
an energy I
statue of caesura
made
by depression
watch with awe
here without
hearing
we
are actual
and always
we
call
courageously
with
belief here
but
our
answers
are
absent among
our
complex
calculations
of
being
human
dread
stuck in bed
struck sin
bread
stuck till
bled
struck ill
fled
mislead yet
lead
weight set on
head
wait sweat
behead
undead get
dead
song
a weight on my chest
and a still in my limbs,
a spill from my heart of a will within,
I wait
on my best and just instill my grin
to wash up the mess of
self-listening
hymn
mechanistic
replies,
regurgitated lies,
averted eyes:
religious
demise.